Allow me to introduce you to Mr. J LyriKaL

First of all. whenever you see the name decan rush mentioned know that it comes attached to J. What I mean by that is. I wont be on a chart or anyones top five if he aint right there on it too. So especially when you hear me say Decan Rush is doin this this is and this. He's only doin it cause J lyrikal is the one pushin him to do it. J is the truth. He speaks with the heart of a warrior, and the soul of a slave. Every track he touches to me could be a number one hit and the world has just been waitin for him to come out. Mark my words. Good music comin. GET HIS ALBUM Late 09 - EARLY 10 IM TELLIN YOU. you wont be let down.

My mind works in mysterious ways i tell ya.

So I had the idea that I wanted to write a book but the time i was done with college. Just to have under my belt, and say im that bad ass. You know. Hand out to close friends to read, sell a couple and hope to get on a new york times best sellers list. or even oprah for it. (I always thought this was my way on her show) But I had the idea to make a story about my life from Jan 2009 on, while often visiting the past. but it has a kind of twist. There are so many simularities to me and miles, but overall his story will be my life, told from the aspect of if everything happened the way i WANTED it too. if I led the perfect life. Its kinda crazy to think about i think. I can dictate his life as how I want. But more importantly. Check it out.



Chapter 1
“MILES?”
Only 6:04 in the morning and she’s already screaming. I thought to myself. “Ya, Mom im up!” I needed to isolate her sound so I grabbed my iPod laying three feet to the left of me. “Come on, Load, Load...” Beat drops; I do all I can to find a piece of crumbled up paper and a pen. “Sigh,” My mind is blank, I can’t figure out if it’s because I just woke up, or because of what today is. I wanted to make my mark. “Cold Shoulder” I wrote on the top of the page.

I got my headphones on and im walkin through the mist/ Seein all these people, an not givin a ish/ Everyone’s got me marked as someone whose not worthy/ But when me and God was talkin’ he told me that he heard me/ He knows my struggles and that’s all that matters/ So to him, ill be his messenger, for everyone else, im casper/


“BOOM BOOM BOOM, Miles Get your behind up right now, come down stairs and eat.” I couldn’t blame my mom for always caring, She tried. Even though it was only me and her at home now, we still struggled; we struggle more now than we did back then. Its so cliché now for kids to grow up without one of their parents, but I think my stories different. When my mom took us out of the hood and moved us here I didn’t know what to expect. I was scared, I was mad, but I was happy to be away from what we were running from. My pops is still around, he calls (I ignore). My older brother and I are the same way. Baby sis loves him, mom keeps it casual, I mean they were in love at a time. I try not to think about my dad much because he was my best friend and my first heart break. I remember being a little kid and him takin me to Coney Island to meet up with his different girlfriends. Never knew what it meant, but I knew it wasn’t right. If its one thing I know that I feel its guilt. Maybe moms and dad wouldn’t have been so bad, if they didn’t have us kids. Maybe it would’ve worked out. Maybe she’d be okay.

I didn’t really have much of a wardrobe but every time I left my house I made sure I was looking right. Kept it real with a nice pair of Nike dunks or something along those lines. My sister was a shoe saleswoman so you know I had the hook up. She was a year younger than me in age, but 10 years older in maturity. I looked up to her more than anyone in my family. When we were little we couldn’t wait to grow up with each other. We were best friends always. We fought more than most siblings I think and it got more violent but hell with our past, I guess that’s how you show the love. My brother was a whole different story. Back in Brooklyn, I remember watching him sit up all night doing homework and actually enjoying it because he knew he could wake up in the morning and do what he really loved. That’s ball. And to me, I still think hes the greatest player alive. I have dreams of myself on tour and him right there and us always playin 1 on 1 for five dolla’s. I always am getting my ass kicked. He can’t body me though. I thought to myself. I don’t know where he slipped but he hasn’t been able to get back up since. It’s hard nursing the heart ache hes going through.

As I slip on my shoes and walk out of my room, I look around feeling today is going to be the beginning to everything I’ve been waiting for. Backpack on my back, joint in my hand, HIPHOP in my ears, and my heart on my sleeves.

"Alls fair in love & hiphop"

Stay tuned for that

UGHHHHHHH! Got D*** internet connection!

i can not stay on the internet for more than five mins. at a time.
Momma rush likes to prove points an not let a brotha excel without payin no bills..
Oh well. Just another lesson Right?


Anyway. Good news.


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Sometimes I get visions of me packin my bags
with a smile on my face that I know will last
Someone takes me on and helps me put out my music
Told me to change the world with my lyrical influence
I walk out the door make sure i give mom a hug
Shes smilin happy to see her boy in love.
With this artform and this lifestyle we call hip hop
And I wont think about stoppin till I make it to the tip top
Im not real hard, but I am real smooth.
and if we battled, chances are id prolly lose
cause thats not what im about im more down to earth
and when the pastor spoke I heard all those sounds in church.
A lot of people ask me, why did I choose decan
I just wanted a name to go with the truth I was speakin
So if you remember somethin today make sure its that
Kuz I want to be in your mind, even if im wack.

Decan Rush's Top Five oh 09'

I just wanna get right into it cause the more i think about it the more it changes
I wanna see what all these peeps can do you know (:




Number Five
Decan Rush


Now your probably askin yourself why would I put me on this list.. its because I know what i got brewin in my brain. No one else knows whats goin on upstairs. No one knows my words, my beats, nothing about it. Im not sayin when I come out imma be the best. Imma just quietly make my way up to your top five charts.







Number four
Jim Jones


Lol I like Jim for one reason. The dude will kill ANY remix you put him on. Homie did track from kid cudi, asher roth, to MGMT. haha and im just like WHAT. He killed em all.



Number Three's
Lupe Fiasco and The Game



Lupe is only number three because I aint hear nothin yet. He would bury all these cats just for the soul purpose of hes real. He is what I think everyone tries to be. Every track every bar every multi is pure genius. Big ups to Lupe for changin the game.







Every list need a thug because thats how hip hop started. The game struggled man and dont mistake me for someone who knows any of these peoples stories but, i think of anyone in hip hop today i respect his the most. I love how he aint sell himself short and straight up LEFT G unit because he was loyal to him before anyone else. Thats what it takes to make a man.








Number two
Drake


I like this dude kuz he been out for years and aint nobody know. I use to be obsessed degrassi and Jimmy was my favorite character cause he was wit the black chick an he was a black dude. ( i always laughed at that ) when dude got shot on the show i bout cried too. Ay, true story. i was mad as hell. Fuckin Spinner. But anyway. First song I heard by drake was Replacement girl and i put that shit under wraps people would ask me who it was i wouldnt even tell. Aint hesitate to put it on my page. Then I downloaded City is Mine.

Shout to Boi 1 da

That song just did it for me. That beat, that delivery, that FLOW COME ON
Now playing - City is mine - Drake << get that


Canada takin over hiphop!





Number one
Charles Hamilton




"How does it feel to wake up to the feelin/ knowin that I dont give a fuck what you feelin..."
Thats self explanitory. Like I cant help but HATE charles for the reason of him probably gonna call me a "dick ridin fan" but the dude makes me love hip hop man. The dude makes me wwant it MORE than he do. an damn I hope I can look back at this someday an laugh because I wanted to be a number one in some HIPHOP heads eyes. Ayo Charles. You number one family, and i got mad love and MAD respect for you. Keep doin ya thing man. Hip hop is married to a lot of cats, but she definately cheatin wit him. NOHOMO!

BACKPACK BOY ENT!, Drake, Peace

(: I got dreams. I wanna start that company someday. At a young age too. You know. I guess you can call me greedy cause I got ideas that I just need to throw out there. lol but hey. ideas come an go. You can make a Mill off an idea easy. Shout out to Obama for helpin a brotha dream. :) anyway. 98% of the time if someone sees me I have one on wit the dreams in it. The bills in it. Whatever you wanna call it. Now playing - Pop Champagne Remix - Ron Brows Ft. Jim Jones and Juelz Santana. I got some eye drops in there too lol. Sometimes my glasses irritate me so i just keep em around. ;] I like to tell people that my bag worth 6.6 mil cause thats how much i plan to make over time ya know. How much you worth?


If I ever had the privledge to start my own label or anything along those lines. BPB is what all my artists hell even myself would rock haha. Hey maybe instead of givin everyone a caddy. ill just give em a backpack haha. Ideas seeeeeeee


Moving on.



Drake -
Stepped the game up I like when people do that. Makes me wanna step my game up. Its like what can i possibly say that someone else havent said? Thats why I wanna be close to the fans, they got stories people dont know about you know. they got struggles never heard of. An thats why I wanna tell my story too. No ones heard it. Its all been fabricated. So for the rest of my life, Ill speak for the people, and for myself.



PEACE-
I am probably the biggest promoter of it. I gotta tattoo of a heart (Visible) an while i was getting it I was thinkin, who the hell would try to start beef wit that? I plan on getting just a ton of ink an if you aint got it you should try it out. I mean people will probably hate... (YUP) but bein bigger than that is what its all about. Peace on Paper. (:



NOW PLAYING - TOYA - CHARLES HAMILTON <<< get that.


Ay, I cut my forhead last night :( But some good came out of it. A new Nickname. IM THE HARRYPOTTER OF HIPHOP haha.


ONELOVE;ONEHEART

I miss you too.

Not a day goes by that I dont think
about the moments that you made my heart sink
im sorry things are the way they are
Even at night I see you in the stars.
But just like you, they go away
and come back out when they are ready to play.
and I open my arms once again
Just to be let down and told im a friend.
I cant do that when i know theres love
the feelings bigger than me and you its way up above.
But if you dont see it ill close my eyes too
Even if I already know all that is true.
cause thats what id give up to see you shine
and i wont hold you back or try to make you mine.
But even though im blinded ill still walk away.
But your face in the stars is what I see everyday.

The ladies (:

Now playing Wouldnt get far - The Game LOL



First off im going to start of with my best friend in the whole wide world. I dont think anyone will take her place. dude, chick, husband, wife; we got that understanding. (: Becca and I met back in 05, 06 I wanna say. We've been chill ever since. Learning more about each other everyday. Shes one of the most beautiful people in the world mmmmhm! Cant tell her that though. =_= Do you like fishsticks? haha uh, pretty much me an brink Chill, listen to music, laugh, and drink Hawaiian punch. Its love (:



Alright now to all the sticky stuff. My love life. Now a lot of people will call it complicated, call it irrelevant, but it got me here you know. I learned a lot in a short period of time because of these three chicks. It was like damn I never thought that someone could take my heart an make me feel the way these people did. Its only right that I start off with the first love.










Deep breathe.


I think about her everyday still haha but thats normal! dont hate. I broke someones heart and she didnt deserve it. I think thats worse thats the worse feeling in the world. And realizing puts so much weight on your shoulders to want to make it better that when you can it just drains. I hate saying that we all hurt someone sometime an they get better and leave an you will always feel bad about it you know. this is that. but worse. I was with Jess, like I had to work for jess yo. I met her on her 17th birthday actually I was 18 an I wrote her on myspace (get use to it lol) happy birthday but we didnt get together nor meet until May. We Met may 10th and was together two days later. (Dusts off shoulder lol jk) But she made me get to know her. She got to know me. We became friends. I remember the first time she told me she loved me. I was at this GIRL name tylers house (lol EX shorty at the time) an jess called an she just said it I was like damn. That was real. I was hooked. I dropped everything Every girl I was talking to at the time for that. Someone didnt like that to much..

Now playing Unordinary Love Song - J lyrikal

A couple months before I met jess I was with >>> KT an we were goin through some problems you see she would constantly lie to me about the dumbest things and some took months, yrs for her to even fess up and I hated it. I couldnt stand it. so when she wanted me to hold her close all i did was push her away. I had no choice. My past taught me better than that. But off and on for the next 9 months kt would come back into my life and we'd talk and I Sergio Montrelle Rush made the biggest mistake of all and cheated. YUP. I was with Jess an she didnt do anything to deserve it and I feel sorry for it more and more each day. (Thats just how it goes you know) I messed up and I messed up bad, and I tried to hide it. that stuff always comes out though. I hurt her. I hurt katie. I hurt them both. Id pay soon.




Now Playing Intruder Alert - Lupe Fiasco








Love lead me here. To her. Julia, (: And I know what yall thinkin ' Damn all them white girls bout time this brother got some color' haha just kiddddin. Julia came around when life wasnt life. I was stuck and I had no wiggle room what so ever.an you know she tried pullin me out for a while. she tried running for help but when she realized that stuff didnt work, when the rest would usually give up. She just sat there with me. she sat there and waited for me to help myself. Then when I was ready we got up together. I was always wanting to start to walk and take life with her but I think thats all life was for, for me and her because thats just what some people are to you. And no matter how hard it is to realize it you cant do much about it. You cant do anything about it. I loved julia till it hurt, A year past it hurting so much that i dug that hole again, but I remembered everything she taught me and I still got out myself. Now I just gotta walk by myself until whatever nexts happens. I wish she was around. I wish I could still feel her some days but thats normal. I wish she still cared.




Anyyyyway. As for me. I am one single brotha lookin for love in all the wrong places haha. Luckily I have my babygirl HIPHOP who mends all the wounds. With a little help from Bob marley of course. Who i think could spit if u asked him. haha Shout out to bob.




Anyway waht does this have to do with my music? Well you ask. 75% of my stuff is about the stuff that i learned from these girls put into lessons that maybe you would need for yourself? idk. girls are a big part of my life. I love them (: They are beautiful and if you put me behind a mouse and a keyboard, ill tell them all dayyyy long haha.



ONELOVE;ONEHEART

Ish is real!

No mattter how old you are i learned that you struggle. And thats the crappy thing about it. You can be the best person you can be living the best life, but something will always put you out of your misery. Something will always derail you

I like to think of my mom as a super hero man. all the things she does for Morten and I, and ive never seen her sweat. I dont think ive ever really seen her happy either. Thats why I like being her son. I feel that someday I can make her happy.

(PIC FROM 06')


Man, Family is a bond that people shouldnt mess with you know. Thats love in its purest form and finding something like that OUTSIDE of family is what i think life is all about. I mean coming into this think about it, What a good mission it would be to KNOW that your gonna have to spend an average to 25 yrs to find the person your meant to venture off into this world with. Thats why I second guess myself a lot. Im only 20 and I know what I want and I see it in front of me its just I know I cant go at it alone when I say "hey guys look follow me" no one knows. No one believes.


Ive been out of BK for 11 years now, an the problems from there are still in my life everyday. But No one feels it. They say im covered up by bein this "white boy" who doesnt know what its like to be a black person. haha. I get so upset at myself for letting that get to me. Why cant people just accept that no matter the color of the skin, i should be able to dress how i want, listen to want i want, be who i am, and love how i fuckin love. Dont try to think for me. Im tired of that.


For the first time ever im scared to be sergio rush because sergio rush actually has someone to be now. Not for anyone else, but for himself. i tried living my life for so many people through so many peoples eyes, but i got tired. I got so tired of being unappreciated i had to let go. now all i wanna do is tell stories. REALLY good stories. I wanna tell my story. I want to continue to make my story and I want A LOT of people to come with me along the way. I dunno what it feels like to count on someone.



I guess this blog was to give you more of a feel of who I am. I dont know. In school im majoring in creativing writing so i wanna keep my skills on point over summer haha EVEN THOUGH ILL STILL BE GOING >:| but EDUCATION IS KEY!


Ill drop a few bars..

Lookin' out the window I see the birds chirpin'
Wonderin to myself do they ever feel hurtin
Not the physical pain the type thats in the heart
the type that will make you go crazy and tear your wings all apart
God dont like ugly thats what mom always said
GET UP BOY AND DONT FORGET TO MAKE YOURE BED
I laugh now but ill never forget those words
Just like ill dream of life bein a pain free bird.


ONELOVE;ONEHEART

Should I make it something memorable?

Now playing - Scorpions - Charles Hamilton. I can honestly say thats the reason im here. Im a fan of who I think will take over hip hop and I want nothin more than to be apart of that. you know what i mean? I believe in what he doin so much that if he go down (which he wont) id be right there with him(gotta come up first). Ayo Charles, we gonna collab on a 'White Girls' track haha. I got ideas man.


Moving on If your here your probably just a pal of mine who i linked just cause i had some thoughts I wanted you to check out or somethin a long those lines. oh btw, This is my way around that crap twitter for right now haha. I think some day ill have to turn over to the darkside just for the fan/artist interaction but right now ill just write down what im thinkin' drop a couple freestyles here an there an tell you how the first recording process is goin'

As for strangers and potentional fans all over the world, my name is Sergio Montrelle Rush, but you can call me Decan, Decan Rush, D, DRush, lol im sure you know what im sayin' I wanna Change the world and thats why im here, thats why i write, Thats why im setting my standards so high to collab wit Mr. Hamilton. (Now playing Ring around the rosey) And yo, If you havent heard of Charles CHECK HIM OUT MAN! the dude its just Nuts? Not condoning any illegal downloading but lol theres a lot out there. Anyway back to the story, I was born and raised in Bk, NY, mom moved us away about 97-98 somewhere in there. I was mad as hell man, a kid from BK movin' ALL THE WAY TO THE MOUNTAINS, I wasnt old enough to understand but my mom said we were goin' to disney world so i didnt hesitate to hop on the bus. She saved my life that day.


Steppin' off the Greyhound bus (thats how i know i can do this I take greyhound EVERYWHERE and i enjoy it. Just preppin' for the road lol) I didnt know what to expect. Saw a lot of people who didnt look like me. I was scared. Scared as hell.

But Long story short haha Im here Right now. BK is in my soul, CO got my heart.


I want to accomplish GREATNESS. Like nothing else makes sense other than that. Im ready for the hate if it comes, but ill be the first person to stand in line to stop the hate. The times have changed now an we need to change ourselves. Trust me, I know. Less than a year ago im workin a dead in job, driving myself into a debt that I couldn't control having to move back at my moms house with no High School Diploma, I had to open my eyes. Instead, I opened my book. Wrote down everything I felt, thought, saw, remembered. An once I get it out, they will open.


Im trying to see for myself.
But Check out the music if you got a couple free minutes. Only got a couple samples but it should give you a feel for where im goin.
www.myspace.com/dcanrush

Shout out to J LyriKaL - My partner in crime the reason im in this. We like a Quiet Storm so be ready.
www.myspace.com/jlyrikal

^^ Dude is nice ^^

The last thing ill say is I need your help. I cant do this alone, let alone try. So if your in this with me. Lets make history. Lets make music. Lets make HIPHOP








Im off to watch norbit. LOL.


ONELOVE;ONEHEART