Monday, March 29, 2010

Makin momma proud



So I decided to adapt this new philosophy. Every morning I wake up I ask myself this question: "How can I make my mom proud today?"
Even though I moved out I dont see my mom on a regular basis anymore, i find her not being in my business as much uplifting lol but as a child you always have this extra mentality in your mind to make your parents happy. to make them proud.
Well Whenever I do see my mom she asks me how things are to catch up and what not and i completely blow her off giving her the cold shoulder not wanting her in my business for the sole purpose of im gathering up all the things that will someday make her proud and just plan to randomly lay it on her one day. Sometimes I find myself to be overwhelmed but I just think, "moms would be proud," and that gives me the extra gear i need to keep it moving and for right now its working. Imma milk it for as long as I can.

But to the point; What I did today to make mom proud was designed a shirt that I will be selling to all of my happy fans. Moms would be SO proud. I have a show on saturday were i plan to debut a shirt of this magnitude maybe afterwards ill get it framed so she can hang it up..

Just doin what I gotta do to make momma proud.

:-)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

i love hip hop

Sometimes at night somethings gets through the cracks but every morning i wake up and start a playlist were I left it off it just takes away all the emptiness a person would feel over night.

Not even saying im sad or close to depressed, you just think about things when your alone. Last night i found myself yelling at God through prayer and i dont know it just felt like he stopped listening. But I know I know he never does.

Which is why im glad he gave me this music. (:


Vegas is soon! Every year Steve and I will go off and do something completely random and bad ass. This year its Vegas haha. So Im ready to see what we can do, what type of fun will be had but more importantly im excited for the drive haha its gonna be nuts.

We rented a car (unlimited mileage thank god) and on the way home we are gonna go through AZ and make a stop at four corners. haha its the child in me. psh

We got an atlas an we are gonna practice for bull run an shit hahahahah INSANE.


UP ON IT