I hate hearing about someone I know going thru some type of pain other than physical (not that that’s any better) because 9 times out of 10 that pain is cause by someone else or their actions. and being humans what we do is invest our time in others, in hope, in change, in things that would help move us forward instead of back.
But everytime something knocks us off our tracks;; ive spent so much time being down in the dumps that this whole “being happy” thing is new to me. In life at times you really don’t have a choice about your happiness and no matter how others may see it, feel how you think you should feel! if you break a nail and that s*** hurts but nobody believes you, they cant feel your pain. they don’t know what your going through. No one does but yourself.
Lets not let I Love You lose its meaning please. The meaning of I love you has defiantly changed from being 15 to 21. I still have the same general idea of what love is, where it comes from and all those type of questions and if anything with age you get a better understanding of what love is. When your 15 you cant provide for someone and providing for a person is a big part of what love is.
but when your 40 and your meeting someone and giving this whole love thing a chance you lose out on core things that the kids who feel “puppy love” have and you try and relive it through your new experience.
Basically what im trying to get at is that we all need to open our hearts a little more. Whether your 12 or 98 years old your capable of loving and someone is capable of loving you. so do yourself and everyone else around you a favor and find the person who is suppose to change your life.
That way the playing field can be narrowed down for the rest of us.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Go away sleep demons.
There was no better place to leave off than where I did. 8 months ago I was so ready to get moving on things I had to cut ties with the blog for a few cause I knew how things may pick up and with that being said ill fill ya in on what’s been going on!
First and foremost the music!
okay, so its pretty simple to do you just have to have an understanding of MIDI to get your music onto itunes but I did it! and it was the most refreshing feeling ever to be sitting in a database next to people I idolized. I mean I’m doing what they are doing from the comfort of my own home and people are getting to hear my music. I’m so excited that I finally have a good collection of five tracks that I can throw together so people can see what I am working on before my album comes out. I don’t have many fans but I know my loyal three to four hundred or so will appreciate the music we are making. My EP is entitled Backpackers Delight and if you look up that’s some snazzy album art reverb nation help me design. The tracks on the EP are stuff that I have written on my hiatus; one even being written as late as yesterday but I’m doing what I can to make the moves to get into the studio. IE, editing, singing in front the mirror and shower. ha-ha you feel me. but the track listings are
1. Fight on Feat. J lyrikal ß The iTunes single!
2. Up on it Feat. Steez (see below)
3. Puffin on da Truth
4. Hip Hop Pages
5. Goodbye to Yesterday
The first three are all tracks that can be already heard on my myspace page. (if you don’t know the link its www.myspace.com/dcanrush ADD ME! I still be on my myspace game yo. Facebook is dope but myspace CHANGED music!!!)
anyway all those will be available for download for 99 cents as soon as I get them all recorded and bunched together. I will tell you right now though “Goodbye to Yesterday” is a track that the ‘fellas’ may not feel. its not me selling out one bit. its just my heart letting go of someone I never thought would be gone. With that being said, along the way I started making some tunes with a long time friend of mine name Ryan. we met back when I was a freshmen and he was in like 7th grade. (I got punched in the face at his house in his basement at a party lol A WHOLE NOTHER STORY YO) I didn’t know he spit one bit but as soon as I heard him behind the mic I was a fan. the first time in the studio he remixed puffin on da truth and from then on we’ve been doing the thang lol.
We have been making so much music together we got the idea to start a duo but are still in that whole “name choosing” process but no need to fear its not stopping us from making music at all. Speaking of which he sent me two beats I gotta write to when I wake up!
I have been networking so much with steez we are going to have a debut mix tape with like 20 tracks on it that you can pick up for free with appearances from people like J lyrikal, Rossy T, Mr. E, its suppose to be action packed and HEART felt.
The latter three, Steez and I all had a show on New years eve and it was so f***** LIVE! lol I don’t care if any haters were in the building cause they was not bringing me down! you can check out a video of it on my you tube page if you’d like. just search backpackboyENT but on the real that’s what we are trying to get into next. SHOWS SHOWS AND MORE SHOWS ha-ha.
Exposure is what its all about from this point on. I want to create a buzz for my album and get people excited cause it will get me excited to want to do it and ultimately that’s why I’m here. J
Loooooove Life
hmm where to start. I just am so ready for this fresh start that I was blessed with. I feel as if nothing can go wrong when it comes to females and I know I’m not susceptible to pain I just have a better understanding knowing that the things I look for in people, they aren’t quite looking for those things yet but that’s not gonna change my goals or “purpose”. I am here for love and for someone to love me; I’m just ahead of my time because that love has yet to come into my life but when it does, believe ill play it hot and cold ;). who knows maybe ill get to mingle with Selena Gomez or kristen stewert or that blonde from couples retreat in three years or so but for now ill just love this music.
but the one thing I do miss about being in love, knowing love, feeling love. is life isn’t worth really living when your without it. your passions aren’t your passions when your without love and what sucks is we put so much of our abilities on another person that when that goes crashing down it affects all that is around us.. including the art we try to put together. but with pain comes beautiful music
GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY lol (sorry Backpackers Delight EP plug ;) ha-ha )
Moving on..
The book!
like I said I had to take a break from things with taking on school and writing the ep, mix tape and album I also had to put the book on hold as well. I got a couple more chapters done ill probably post them later on when I add some bulkiness to em but for right now its going so well and I know where I want to take it. I have so many ideas from so much personal experience I can slowly see Miles forming into himself. if only I had someone to type it all for me.. Tear.
The sleep demons are approaching rapidly so I must go for now but bes believe ill be back and better than ever. (: I love you and I love life.
spread peace and you will receive peace
spread love and you will receive love.
Don’t forget to smile & dream
First and foremost the music!
okay, so its pretty simple to do you just have to have an understanding of MIDI to get your music onto itunes but I did it! and it was the most refreshing feeling ever to be sitting in a database next to people I idolized. I mean I’m doing what they are doing from the comfort of my own home and people are getting to hear my music. I’m so excited that I finally have a good collection of five tracks that I can throw together so people can see what I am working on before my album comes out. I don’t have many fans but I know my loyal three to four hundred or so will appreciate the music we are making. My EP is entitled Backpackers Delight and if you look up that’s some snazzy album art reverb nation help me design. The tracks on the EP are stuff that I have written on my hiatus; one even being written as late as yesterday but I’m doing what I can to make the moves to get into the studio. IE, editing, singing in front the mirror and shower. ha-ha you feel me. but the track listings are
1. Fight on Feat. J lyrikal ß The iTunes single!
2. Up on it Feat. Steez (see below)
3. Puffin on da Truth
4. Hip Hop Pages
5. Goodbye to Yesterday
The first three are all tracks that can be already heard on my myspace page. (if you don’t know the link its www.myspace.com/dcanrush ADD ME! I still be on my myspace game yo. Facebook is dope but myspace CHANGED music!!!)
anyway all those will be available for download for 99 cents as soon as I get them all recorded and bunched together. I will tell you right now though “Goodbye to Yesterday” is a track that the ‘fellas’ may not feel. its not me selling out one bit. its just my heart letting go of someone I never thought would be gone. With that being said, along the way I started making some tunes with a long time friend of mine name Ryan. we met back when I was a freshmen and he was in like 7th grade. (I got punched in the face at his house in his basement at a party lol A WHOLE NOTHER STORY YO) I didn’t know he spit one bit but as soon as I heard him behind the mic I was a fan. the first time in the studio he remixed puffin on da truth and from then on we’ve been doing the thang lol.
We have been making so much music together we got the idea to start a duo but are still in that whole “name choosing” process but no need to fear its not stopping us from making music at all. Speaking of which he sent me two beats I gotta write to when I wake up!
I have been networking so much with steez we are going to have a debut mix tape with like 20 tracks on it that you can pick up for free with appearances from people like J lyrikal, Rossy T, Mr. E, its suppose to be action packed and HEART felt.
The latter three, Steez and I all had a show on New years eve and it was so f***** LIVE! lol I don’t care if any haters were in the building cause they was not bringing me down! you can check out a video of it on my you tube page if you’d like. just search backpackboyENT but on the real that’s what we are trying to get into next. SHOWS SHOWS AND MORE SHOWS ha-ha.
Exposure is what its all about from this point on. I want to create a buzz for my album and get people excited cause it will get me excited to want to do it and ultimately that’s why I’m here. J
Loooooove Life
hmm where to start. I just am so ready for this fresh start that I was blessed with. I feel as if nothing can go wrong when it comes to females and I know I’m not susceptible to pain I just have a better understanding knowing that the things I look for in people, they aren’t quite looking for those things yet but that’s not gonna change my goals or “purpose”. I am here for love and for someone to love me; I’m just ahead of my time because that love has yet to come into my life but when it does, believe ill play it hot and cold ;). who knows maybe ill get to mingle with Selena Gomez or kristen stewert or that blonde from couples retreat in three years or so but for now ill just love this music.
but the one thing I do miss about being in love, knowing love, feeling love. is life isn’t worth really living when your without it. your passions aren’t your passions when your without love and what sucks is we put so much of our abilities on another person that when that goes crashing down it affects all that is around us.. including the art we try to put together. but with pain comes beautiful music
GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY lol (sorry Backpackers Delight EP plug ;) ha-ha )
Moving on..
The book!
like I said I had to take a break from things with taking on school and writing the ep, mix tape and album I also had to put the book on hold as well. I got a couple more chapters done ill probably post them later on when I add some bulkiness to em but for right now its going so well and I know where I want to take it. I have so many ideas from so much personal experience I can slowly see Miles forming into himself. if only I had someone to type it all for me.. Tear.
The sleep demons are approaching rapidly so I must go for now but bes believe ill be back and better than ever. (: I love you and I love life.
spread peace and you will receive peace
spread love and you will receive love.
Don’t forget to smile & dream
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